I am captivated by excrement, I find great pleasure in defecating, and I am drawn to its comforting warmth and soft texture. I take great joy in smearing it all over my body. In moments like this, I long for my feces-devotee to be present, eager to rim my anus, lick my unclean breasts, and savor every morsel of feces. I revel in the filth of his mouth and tongue, my devoted waste disposal.