I frequently meet with Christina, capturing our encounters on video for personal viewing. This particular video comes from my private collection, showcasing our unmasked meetings. I consistently record our sessions for self-review, often engaging in 30-40 minute conversations while sipping beverages, with Christina dominating and humiliating me. Fearful of the pain and servitude, I consume more alcohol to cope. Despite the discomfort, I enjoy Christina’s sharp intellect and irresistible allure. I assured Christina that should I ever publish home videos, I would fully conceal her identity. With her consent, I share these intimate moments and possess approximately 30 similar tapes, some crueler than others. Occasionally, Christina inflicts harsher beatings while I am bound and forced to stand on tiptoe in excruciating pain. Christina revels in her dominance, humiliating me while I submit to her demands. Although I compensate her for these encounters, Christina finds pleasure in my degradation. She teases me, claiming, “you have no idea how I toy with my boyfriend, and all you can do is eat my shit.” Christina then orders me to rise and secure my arms before permitting a single cigarette, hurrying me along – “faster, I want to shit.” We negotiate the number of blows, but Christina may alter her decision, leaving me to endure the pain. I never use a safeword. Christina’s thick, chocolate-like stool emerges with a fart, splattering and falling into my hand. If these videos generate interest, I may share more, despite the difficulty of editing them to conceal our faces.